When did I lose myself?
I have motivation for nothing but to breath, eat, sleep, and keep up with my favourite CW television shows.
My perseverance to take on responsibility is so limited and I don't know why...
Why am I not goal-oriented like I used to be?
And even when I give up, somehow, the universe conspires to in my favour; opening doors, presenting solutions, giving me options, but hat's not what I need.
I need emotional stability. I need sex. I need Vitamin D supplements.
All I can think about is how to get this aggression out of me. Traveling an hour and a half to go to my school's gym is tiring. I don't even like doing it for my lectures, let alone anything else.
I just need to feel aggressive human physical interaction right now. Right now.
It's horribly aggravating how antsy I am. The only time I feel semi-normal, is when I'm sleeping/watching CW shows.
Moad, please release this feeling. Help me get rid of it. I'm not having fun right now.
