Honestly, I don't want to be angry, because I'm not. It just feels like he's forgetting I'm here.
And then sometimes I don't know why I think like that, because I still talk to him like every other day to every other two days.
Plus it ends up being an hour long dicussion on average.
I mean, he has a life too. And he calls me too, so maybe I'm just being retarded.
It just kind of feels like he's gradually pulling away, and he'll eventually just be another associate, and I dread that. I need some confirmation or something. That this isn't going to push me into the mud later. Every since the beach day he's been drifting. I can feel it.
And it's not one of those friendly drifts where you know that you guys are just taking a regular break from each other like best friends do and coming back together a litle later. This kind of break feels like a drifting and then forgetting.
God I hope it's not like that. I honestly think I'm thinking too much. But it's like, I haven't seen him in the longest time it feels like, and now that he's getting his teeth out on Friday, I won't even see him then! Saturday doesn't count by the way. I hardly touched him.
When I start working I'll get over this, haha.
