11/30/10

Renegade Mode, pt. 3

I ain't boasting on no Emo shit, but...
Oui -- no, ci. My life kind of sucks.

A few points I find myself frequently bitch-slapped in the face with:
  • Not EVERYONE is as (genuinely) caring and considerate as you are.
  • Not EVERYONE is as loyal as you are.
  • Not EVERYONE is honest, respectful, truthful or DOESN'T FUCKING OMIT.
  • Not EVERYONE has good intentions -- in fact, they probably have bad intentions.
  • Realistically, the majourity of people you'll meet in this life won't, and certainly, don't give a fuck about you.
It's unfortunate, but sadly, it has become truth for me.

I'm something like a baby, in that I trust everyone,
but I've learned over the years that you can't really trust anyone.
Maybe your mother, if you have a good one.
No one has both parties best interests at heart,
they're only focused on theirs.

When I'm at a party, and people get sick after they drink a lot, I like to be the one to help. Not because I'm trying to steal something from them (material, physical, informational, etc), but because I know that not as many people care about making the person feel better, or as safe as I do -- really, because I'd hope someone else would do that for me!

Generally, I try not to isolate myself, but the world is only as cruel as the people in it; The best way to live is in renegade mode.