11/27/09

War Of My Life

Johnny has a new album. It's called Battle Studies. There's a song he wrote. It really resonnates with me right now. Life is pretty hard for me emotionally and mentally right now, and I feel like I don't have enough people around me to help me get over it. It's only getting worse day by day in terms of perosanly relationships, but everytime I walk outside, or step onto that train platform, it gets better for me, because I realize that I have to be stronger than my fears, and that all I can do is fight. That being said, I present, War Of my Life.

Come out Angels
Come out Ghosts
Come out Darkness
Bring everyone you know

I'm not running
I'm not scared
I am waiting and well prepared

I'm in the war of my life
At the door of my life
Out of Time and there�s no where to run away

I've got a hammer
And a heart of glass
I got to know right now
Which walls to smash

I got a pocket
Got no pill
If fear hasn't killed me yet
Than nothing will

All the suffering
And all the pain
Never liked to label

I�m in the war of my life
At the door of my life
Out of time and there's nowhere to run

I'm in the war of my life
At the core of my life
I've got no choice but to fight �til it's done

No more suffering
No more pain
Never again

I'm in the war of my life
At the door of my life
Out of time and there's no where to run

I'm in the war of my life
I'm at the core of my life
Got no choice but to fight 'til it's done
So Fight on, fight on everyone, so fight on
Got no choice but to fight 'til it's done

I'm in the war of my life
I'm at the core of my life
I've got no choice but to fight 'til it's done