Really, honestly and truly, life wouldn't be much of life without you in it. I mean that with everything in me - with the exception of the extra air in my bowels. That would just be rude, but my urine counts.
Verbally expressing my emotions has always been a challenge for me. It comes a little more natural than the rest with you, but that vulnerability is needed to play the part, no? I haven't mastered it yet, but you don't care. You know, and I know, and it's shown. Sometimes... well, most of the time, I express my gratitude for your affection through intimate actions. I can't help it, you're so scrumptious. So, if you wonder why, it's because you're super dooper cool.
And I've noticed that as the days go by, our bond becomes stronger, I've felt it. I can't believe this is what it feels like. I literally wake up happy knowing you're alive, that I'm going to talk/see you, that we have recognition even in the slightest, and I'm confident. That's the best part, I'm never shaky on where things might be in three years, because even if we aren't together, you'll always be here, and so will I. I promise that, and I don't make promises.
Please don't ever doubt the love, trust, loyalty, appreciation, and respect I have for you. Because even though you do stupid things (like call ex-girlfriends at your lowest point - yes, I had to throw that in), I still care horribly and deeply for you. And this kind of care doesn't go away. I ask only one favour, that you don't act in ways that might raise my own doubts in your love, trust, loyalty, appreciation, and respect. And always be yourself. Keep your ambitions high as you always do, so that you may never regret. Listen to your mom and family, they've made you into a good man. And always be grateful for what you have, so you can thus attract more to be grateful for.
This sounds like I'm dieing and writing a last letter or something, hahaha.
