6/9/09

Mash Potatoes.


I tell ya, there's nothing like mash potatoes to fill up an empty soul (haha).

And as I was mashing these potatoes, I said to myself, "why are you thinking so negatively have the time, you used to be the most positive person I knew". Then I realized, no one can make you feel bad but yourself.

Someone can point a finger at you in the middle of a huge party with everyone watching and say that you slept with their boyfriend, and yes, the situation will make you melancholy, but at the end of the day, you have the choice to stay sad or move on with life, because you know you didn't sleep with her boyfriend ... it was that bitch of a sister who lied and said that her name was Zelda! Referencing to the CW's 90210.

Anyway, no more negative thoughts about people and places. They're so annoying, and there are so many other worst things happening in the world that deserve my focus, attention, and action. What happened to the days I used to volunteer with Amnesty International? It felt so good helping people in need. Sitting and crying over someone that doesn't like me/doesn't know me is so bogus. I'm stronger than that. Kae Kae taught me better than that! lmao.

So I will go to yoga tomorrow, work out those muscles, and move onnn. Hopefully I won't have any more disturbing dreams. I'm afraid to sleep at night! lol I'm serious!