Everytime something goes wrong in my life, there's always something else that's even better to be grateful for. This was at my own fault, but I wouldn't say deliberately nor directly.
After canceling three consecutive Thursday's, this fourth Thursday was supposed to be it. I didn't wan to. I even wrote my T.A. an email stating that he could give me a zero if he wanted (thinking about it, why would he want to do that?). But he kept postponing it, and postponing it, until I had to say yes. I said yes to this morning, and now it's noon. In other words, I fucked up this opportunity by sleeping in later than I should have and missed the last day to run my presentation on a topic I didn't want to do but did anyway in class, when there would have been hardly anyone there, giving myself a zero and THUS enabling myself to not get the minimum needed to keep the program as a double majour.
Am I supposed to take the course again?? I don't want to do that. I don't think they even offer that course in summer school. Honestly, I'm not sure what I will do with that. I like communications (now that I know it), but I don't want to do the course again, wasting more money for a credit I already have, JUST to get a better mark. I could be taking another course in that time ... another two courses actually, since it's a 9 credit. I just don't know what I should switch into if I do switch into anything else ...
I'm going to stay on campus next year (applying today).
Benefits include:
- Closer to school = no more 3 hour trips throughout the day!
= no more having to leave at 11:30am for a 1pm class!
= having more time to do assignments!
= I can go to the gym more often and join sports teams!
- Staying by myself (with a room mate at Pond or a house of room mates at the Village)
= can study WAY better.
= Ppl's can sleep over after we go to the club or whatever.
= Not having to deal with family bullshit 24/7 that obstructs me from my studies!!! (..even though I love them)
= can take on a heavier course load
= obvious benefits here...
= Make a new circle of friends
= ... a new circle of friends.
The cons are predominantly up to $5500 shooting out of my ass to pay for shit!
Which will suck majour donkey balls, but I really want to go on campus, so I'm willing to.
Even if it's for just one year.
Not likely... not impossible, but not likely.
